WT2
I am worried about what will happen when I go home over break. I want to spend a lot of time with Scott but I am afraid that he will not want to spend as much time with me. I am afraid of meeting clare and I am afraid of making her mad. I want Scott to pay more attention to me but I know he is doing all he can. I am afriad of STD's and pregnancy. I am worried about if I should decide to graduate early. I am worried about what I am going to do for a career. I am afraid that Scott is going to have sex with Clare and not tell me. I am afriad that he is holding something back from me. I am worried that I am going to become anti-social. I am afraid that people think I am a loser. I am worried about the drama in AST. I am worried about Sarah and her drinking. I am mad that I had to clean up after her. I am annoyed that the room is not clean. I am afraid to tell Scott how I really feel about him. I am afraid that I will scare him away. I worry about when he doesn't call. I am afraid to say goodbye first in case he has something else to say. I miss him so much. I am worried that I will have anxiety forever and won't be able to deal with it. I am worried that I don't know myself very well anymore. I am worried that Scott won't want to work at camp next summer. I am worried that I won't be able to work there. I am worried about how I just want to settle down and have a family. I am worried that that might not be what I want. I am worried that there will be competition between me and clare. I really want her to just give in and stay away from Scott but I want him to be happy and I want us to be able to make this work. I want to find a guy I can talk to and hang out with. I am worried that I will be alone for the rest of my life.
